https://purplequeennl.blogspot.com/2023/03/mid-week-flash-challenge-week-288.html The lights were on but nobody was at home. Not like it was anybody's home really but the expression fit the situation. The carpet was industrial grade, meant for long life and easy cleaning, it was also very quiet, not a footstep to be heard. It was strange being here alone, no noise no motion. The hallway had no outside windows so no indication of time. But time was on my mind, I only had a short period of time to finish the job. The normal call, an address given and the rest was my problem. Being a professional my problems couldn't be anybody else's or I would be out of a job or worse. I found the right office, bagged everything that looked out of place or had evidence, a blacklight helped with that. Good gloves, Tyvek coveralls, hydrogen peroxide in a spray bottle and some lint free cloths, and knowledge was my tool kit. Plastic wheelie bins don't attract attention, a late night cleaning crew goes unnoticed by people driving by. Clean as new, or at least as clean as normal, got to love those industrial carpets. Those empty halls without sound come back in my dreams but the money stuffed in my pillow helps. Some, a little, some nights, okay, not much, not much at all.

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The Blue Door

It was the day, the day I feared most every year. Atlas had less weight on his shoulders than I had on mine as this day approached.

The blue door was in my nightmares, so real, so terrifying, as I climbed the steps in my dreams the door grew larger, more menacing, but those were just dreams.

In life it was worse.

One day a year, just one day but it overshadowed the other 364, I had to check the door.

The wolf is at the door, hungry like the wolf, wolf in sheep's clothing, cry wolf, like a pack of wolves howling in the night the nonsense collection of wolf idioms ran through her mind. Why wolves? She was hungry and wolves are supposed to be ravenous, must be the reason why. The door to her room was locked, not to keep the wolves at bay but to keep her inside with the pack howling in her head. A white room, no windows, a light behind a steel screen overhead, a low bed and thin mattress, a stainless steel basin and the locked door. The walls weren't actually padded but they may well have been, this was the proverbial padded cell. She didn't remember walking into the room, it was as if she had always been here. With the wolves. Howlin' Wolf, Wolfman Jack, Werewolf of London, her hair wasn't perfect, she was sure of that. How did Lon Chaney Jr. stand all that makeup? Lobo the sad wolf who died of a broken heart. She cried, tears running down her cheeks, a little pack of wolves. The light went out, she sat in the dark listening to the howls.

Female Impersonators of the Mid 19th Century

By Boyd Miles I met a person doing a very difficult impression at a recent Gettysburg event (as this was published in 1995 it must have been the 1994 event). His impression was as a female impersonator of the 19th Century and he was doing it well. Just as some women dressed as men there were some men that dressed as women. for some it may have been just a way to get work, others did it for psychological reasons, and some people just liked to dress as women. In a time when dress and gender were more firmly linked it would have been easier to pass than today. here are some 19th Century examples of female impersonators. An Irish actress by the name of Lavinia Edwards used the stage name of Miss Walstein. Lavinia lived with her 17 year old sister Maria in England. They were supported by a Mr. Thomas Smith. On January 23, 1833 Maria went for a doctor. Lavinia was very ill. Medical help was too late and poor Lavinia, aged 24, died. The coroner found two things: Lavinia died of cirrhosis of the liver and she was a he. Lavinia had passed as a woman for at least 10 years and even close friends didn't know. He was described as "most lady like". His true name was never found out and Maria was not his sister. On May 6, 1858 Jenny de Savalette de Lange died at her apartment in Versailles at age 68. She had, in her life, been engaged six times but never married, (the first three times to army officers that later took foreign posts). At her death a fifty year secret was revealed. Jenny was a man. Jenny was not particularly attractive but had many well placed friends. He was supported by a royal pension and was given an apartment in Versailles. When Jenny walked down the street, folks would say after she passed, "how much she resembles a man." On June 11, 1862 the Provost Guard at Fredericksburg, Virginia made the following note: "Private Thomas Stewart, Company A, First Pennsylvania Artillery, was dressed in a female dress and very disorderly when arrested." It is unknown if he did this often or just this once. In one of the strange coincidences of fate, another actress by the name of Edwards also died at age 24, this one in 1873. Eliza Edwards "with her beautiful long hair parted in the middle" was indeed a man. Sometime before 1876 a man posing as a woman was arrested for stealing women's clothing. Also two more men were reported in 1890 who were successfully living as women. One was a lady's maid and the other a teacher. The employers of both were fooled. Serving with the 7th Cavalry in the west was a laundress known as Mrs. Nash. Mrs. Nash had lived with several soldiers of the 7th from 1868 to 1878. As they left the service (or were killed by Indians) a new one would move in. While her current "husband", a Corporal, was on active campaign in the summer of '78 she took ill and died. As in most of these cases, dead men do tell tales. Mrs. Nash was a man. When word reached the field you may be sure that the men had unkind words for the poor Corporal. In a fit of grief and embarrassment, the Corpora used his revolver for a purpose not intended by the Army. Another post-war case of interest was Mr. James Robbins of Maine. Robbins, a Civil War veteran, did not pose as a woman but dressed as one at home. He did not attempt to hide his "hobby". He didn't leave his property dressed as a woman, likely to avoid legal problems, although he did wear women's shoes, size 6, to town. He always dressed in the latest fashions, made for him by the best local dressmakers. It was said that with his long black hair and fine clothes, he wasn't bad looking. Jim insisted his wife keep his dresses ironed, which was quite a bit of work as he changed several times a day. His afternoon gowns were said to be quite elaborate and he had a favorite cashmere gown just to wear in the orchard. Some of these men were homosexuals but others, like Jim, were not. Homosexuals were not unknown in the Civil War period but the word was. The word "homosexual" was not coined until 1869. "Uranian" was coined in 1862 by Karl Ulrichs, a German social scientist of the 1860's. This was Germanized by 1865 to "Urning" but this term was not likely to have been used here at the time. "Sodomy" (the act) and "Sodomites" (the actors) are more proper period terms. "Bugger" (noun and verb) was also used and so common was the term that it even appeared in the 1864 Webster's Dictionary. "Mollies", an 18th Century term was also in use. (Mother Clap was arrested for running a Molly house in 1726) The term "transvestite" is also post-war as is "eonism". The correct terms for our period seem to be "Hermaphrodites" and "Impersonators". Karl Ulrichs, writing under the name of Numa Mumantius, advocated legal rights for "urnings" as early as 1862. He wanted the act decriminalized and for members of the same sex to legally marry. Now that is something to add to your first person camp fire discussions, isn't it? Sources: Webster's Dictionary of 1864 Oxford English Dictionary Psychopathia Sexualis, Richard von Kraft-Ebing Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Havelock Ellis The Mysteries of Sex, C.J.S. Thompson Gay American History, Jonathan Katz The Story the Soldiers Wouldn't Tell, Thomas P. Lowry copyright 1995, 2008 by Boyd Miles

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Persimmon Seed Buttons By Boyd Miles copyright 2003, 2004 by Boyd Miles I ran across a mention of persimmon seeds used as buttons. Well, I have a persimmon tree or two near the house and I use a lot of buttons so I thought this sounded like a good experiment. Late fall early winter try to find some persimmons. I have a few around and found out they were actually different. One tree had very round fruit and the seeds were round and very flat, the other had oval fruit and the seeds were longer and thicker. The round flat ones look more like buttons but the others will work. With the help of two small children I gathered a bucketful of persimmons. This is a good activity for children, lots of sticky persimmons to play with. Place the persimmons in a pot of water and boil for a few minutes, about 5 minutes worked for me. The messy part is next; one by one squeeze the buttons out of the now firm boiled persimmons. Boiling both firms the persimmon pulp it also allows the seed to slip out of the covering, you can hardly separate the seed without boiling. The seeds will need to be rinsed and I boiled them again for about one minute to firm them up and to remove all traces of sticky pulp. Dry the seeds (air dry on a plate or cloth, they will stick to paper). Drill two holes 1/16" drill bit. I mounted a bit in a short piece of dowel rod and drilled the holes by hand power but if you are careful you could use a power drill just don't blame me when you drill through your hand. I did a test wash by sewing a few buttons to a scrap of cloth and washing and drying by machine. They held up to the one wash and should do even better with hand washing and line drying. Good Southern buttons at little or no cost, can't beat that. Historical notes: Online: Save the seeds of the persimmon after they have been boiled, and you let out the slop; for they are excellent for coffee, rather stronger and rougher than the genuine Rio [South American coffee, usually imported from Rio de Janeiro, Brazil] hence I mix two parts of dried potatoes to one of persimmon seeds. By the boiling the seeds are rid of all mucilaginous substances and just right for coffee or buttons. If you use them for buttons, the washerwoman will hardly break them with her battling stick. For coffee, they should be parched twice as long as any other substitute, so as to make them tender in the centre. From the Confederate Baptist, Columbia SC, Nov. 18, 1863. Printed: Gourds, horns, pasteboard, and persimmon seeds were sometimes converted into buttons. Ersatz in the Confederacy By Mary Elizabeth Massey Boiling them sticks and all. Ready to squeeze out the seeds. Seeds ready to wash, dry and drill. Without boiling you have this hard to remove pulp. Take my word for it and boil them whole. Text and images copyright Boyd Miles 2003. Ask for permission to copy this article on your website.

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